"Father forgive them for they know not what they are doing."
I had been crying rivers. Every time I remember what those (insert your bad adjective/s or invective/s here) did (and said) to me, all the anger, frustration, hurt, disappointment, dismay would come flooding back. It has been a two day cycle. I don't usually cry because of problems but I got so overwhelmed. I just sat the whole day my mind going in and out of limbo. I had been silent the past days. I've not talked much - which is not me - to my officemates. I don't think they'd mind anyway. After that convo I will not be expected to do my best at work anymore because anyway it doesn't and wouldn't matter. They'll always be the same people who'll judge you based on flimsy details. *sigh*
I had been crying rivers. Every time I remember what those (insert your bad adjective/s or invective/s here) did (and said) to me, all the anger, frustration, hurt, disappointment, dismay would come flooding back. It has been a two day cycle. I don't usually cry because of problems but I got so overwhelmed. I just sat the whole day my mind going in and out of limbo. I had been silent the past days. I've not talked much - which is not me - to my officemates. I don't think they'd mind anyway. After that convo I will not be expected to do my best at work anymore because anyway it doesn't and wouldn't matter. They'll always be the same people who'll judge you based on flimsy details. *sigh*
awww, kathie. i so feel for you. the hell with people who misread us. i know it hurts big time when all you did was do your best and yet people seem not to appreciate. ei, let this make you feel good. "our boss is a real egghead, he doesn't know what he's talking about." let it fall in deaf ears. ahehe.
ReplyDeleteganun talaga sila they don't know how to listen with their hearts... or they have more pressures than i have...
ReplyDeleteFather forgive me too...