It's 2:35 am. I'm finding it hard to go back to sleep and yet I'm too tired to do anything. Might as well type away something anything...
Translating my thoughts to text has been therapeutic. It along with some other diversions have kept me sane despite the everyday pressures and hassles.
Last Sunday, while I was doing our PDIS project, I chanced upon Sir John at YM. Among the things we had talked about was slowing down. The need to slow down has been a realization. These days I feel that I have been spreading myself too thin amongst my responsibilities. I no longer feel effective in my work and in my studies. It's true what they say, "You can't serve two masters at the same time."
My professor told me to slow down and my body is screaming for me to hit the brakes. I have been sick for the longest time. I don't feel the healing effects of the medicines I've been taking. I feel pity for my liver. I'm beginning to think the medicines are either fake or that I've got something else. I took a beating with the numerous activities I had to do against my will last week. This week would be mild or all hell will break loose because it's almost December. *sigh*
nakuuu tas naghahanap ka pa ng lalake sa buhay mo!!! lalo ka magkakasakit nyan!
ReplyDeletewhat do you guys have that would make me sicker?
ReplyDeleteherpes
ReplyDeletenaks! kadiri nga naman yun...
ReplyDeletethat's another factor why magkakaroon na ako ng commitment phobia... ahahahha
wag naman ganyan...kaw talaga keloyd o! wat happen to waiting for the right one to sweep us off our feet for ?!?!
ReplyDeletekonting romanticism namn dyan. hala, lalo kayong tatanda nyan. hehe
hope u feel better kathie, minsan tawag dyan "burned out"..kaya instead of slowing down by being depress n sick... y not slow down by taking ur responsibilities one step at a time, pakinggan mo rin ang katawan mo kse how u feel affects how u think :)
o ayan umandar na naman ang pagkanursie-nurse ko hahaha. at gosh december na nga naman! wooh!