There is indeed so much to remember, one day it will be turned into a scrap book just so I can have something to look at say 5 yrs from now. I wonder if at that time it will be trivial or it would still affect me somehow.
I remember everything small, big, trivial. The color of the clothes worn, the firsts, what the conversation was about. Walking around the city and passing by the places we used to go. The movies watched and the things learned together. Cooking for you, watching you eat, and having dinner together. Looking into your eyes and drowning there. Holding each other's hand. Listening to your stories and helping you go through your tough days. The smiles, tight hugs, promises, sweetest kisses, plans made. Those random times when we'd just escape into nowhere. The SMS and the PMs. Lying beside you, falling asleep to the rhythm of your heart beating. Watching you sleep longing to touch your cheeks. The silly things, the jokes and the laughter shared. The tears and pain. Sitting side by side and the endless conversations. The fights and trying to hold on to keep floating.
These things still get me emotional.
So much to remember at such a short time. I wish I could have spent it with you one year more.
The aftermath is still the aftermath and yet... tomorrow is another day.
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